Hard Days
This is my first time to write a blog. I often write down my thoughts, fears, and dreams on my diary. Yeah... I think I am a bit older to keep a diary now that I am a Mum. Well, I still do write on it as if it is a friend who keeps my secrets aside from praying of course. Hard days... hard up. working and back pain .. lots of pain... my body keeps aching.. yelling at me! Hey! I am tired, why don't you take some rest. I can't. I need to work hard. I need to keep my job. I need to provide for my family needs. I am a Mum.. a mother.. who needs to sacrifice a lot...because I am a woman. A woman that should be strong to keep everything in order, balance, and lighten up the home of my family. I tried to complain that hard days are getting heavier but mothers like me answered the same thing because , " You are a Mum"..." That's Mum!" This is Mum's life. It is overwhelming, bigger to its word, yet meaningful.